Why do I try to mend something that's too broken to be fixed, I mean I love you, hate you well my feelings are mixed, I never thought it would happen like this, but I knew it wouldn't be like my first kiss, which was slow but sudden nearly a mis, when I met you I thought you were crazy, then i got to know then knew you were crazy, I mean I always tried to get along but it was for him and only him, it was always about him, I know I cheated, I know I lied but you didnt see me sad, you never knew I cried I love you , I loved you love me, marry me, I do.