I now live deep within a cold hole
which I dug through the travesties of my life
I can  now only look in one direction
Which is up, do to my narrow life
I can scream but no one can hear me
My voice can only travel so far, my hole is deep
I can no longer climb, my fingers now nubs
From pointing out everyone else's problems
My own thought process, is who I blame
Again, I find myself not accepting the situation
Is there any getting out or is it just to deep
God will no longer listens from what I am told
My heart saddens because I am close to only one
The one I do not want to accept, who smiles lightly
I can only seek an angel of hope, I hear they have wings
Can one actually flutter down my hole and lift me

Again I will try
I hear an angel will only come through prayer
I have heard of prayer
Yet, I do not know how to pray

I pray,
God help me
Send me someone with wings
Your angel
Send two
My burdens are heavy

AMEN