Its starting again
I can feel it wrapping to claws around me
Squeezing until I can't breathe
As oxygen escapes my lungs
I feel the world going dark around me
I can't move
I can't speak
I.Can't. Breathe.
Im falling into a pit of darkness
And no one can help
Because no one even knows
But it is happening again
And I fear that this time
This time when I hit the bottom
I won't be able to climb back out
This time,
The darkness will consume me.