The feelings of addiction
What ****** up feelings they are

Pleasure with pain
Pain with pleasure

It is never ending revolving feelings
shame
happy
resentment
joy
pity
excitement
mad
sad
glad

you cry
you laugh
you lie

The stories you will tell
The people you will manipulate
The loved ones you will hurt

And what is ****** up about it
you don't even care
not even about yourself

you say no one understands
what one goes through
that's called being selfish

you don't have to fight the battle all alone
lose that selfish pride and find your home

lose your travesty of rage and hate

yes
there is a better life
yes
it will be a battle
yes
it will be hard
yes
you do get over it
yes
your life will change
yes
no is a complete sentence

if someone offers just say **no