as i lay here crying dying sighing ready to leave you nothing left to keep me here i hear you whispering the mental torture in my ear wanting me to hear wanting me to feel pain wanting me to die I'm sorry for disappointing but I'm gunna stay alive find someone else you can hurt because no one can endure the suffering you cause I'm suprized I'm still alive after how long i endured your pain i will be honest it drove me insane but it was easy to get through because i don't have a brain please let me leave find someone else to drown in your misery please let me be i can't love you anymore I've tried I'm sorry but u killed me and i have  died