The oceans surround me
As I drown in this sea known as life
Friends of old and new talk all about me;
I smile and nod to all the same.
Not laughing, nor cheering as I used to.
Becoming mute and silent.
What has happened?
What is this curse I have endured?
No speech, emotions, nor life!
Have I become a mummy walking about without the bandages?!
I feel suffocated and overwhelmed.
Drowning in salt water, filling my lungs; making my hair stream down with trickles of rain drops then submersion.
I have lost myself somewhere.. In this ****** sea.