And maybe I was wrong for thinking that you would never leave I have been fighting back the tears Baby please I'm not that strong As I feel that one drop of sorrow running down my cheek that carries your love with me. I have been searching all my life carrying this hurt inside Flirting with disaster It's just been such a miserable and painful ride I'm surprised I'm still alive when my heart died I have been down this road all my life I swear it's getting colder It's so much harder to survive when you're just a loner who's been rejected and denied I have been beatin' black and blue These ****** bruises, they are my tattoo's