sometimes it feels like the world collapses around me,
like everything just caves in,
it's like everything happens to surround me,
Making my head spin,

you call it unstable,
I call it life,
everything turns into something hateful,
cuz I refuse to cry,

so ******* and your perfect reality,
cuz life ain't all what it's cracked out to be,

my world's flipped backwards and I wish I could care,
but I don't wanna be there when I ain't got no air,

words so negative through the mouth of a pessimist,
hopes so high in the head of an optimist,

thoughts so loud in the mind of writer,
emotions so vibrant in the being of a flyer,

I keep my head down cuz my feelings are heavy,
keep my hopes up cuz I'll always stay ready,

for a brighter day-