Ive Been sober for a while again i hope this time i go far with it & sustain Im Proud of my self every day counts and should be applaud for It Upsets me Mostly everyone dosnt seem to really care to them its nothing, they dont want days they want years its a struggle every second they dont see thats a slow process. i feel all there looking at is towards a day i cause another relapse there not hopeful anymore there now doubtful at my every move just waiting till i fail i wish they were positve at my nice sober trail.
It makes me upset that My loved ones arnt supportive of the few days i have not used. that to them its nothing. they dont know how hard it is to stay good.