The subtle sound of the ice cracking beneath me feet


I shut my eyes. How long have I been sleeping?

Now again I awake in this bed of denial

Again. Repeat. Obsess. Over and over...

Can't just forget. It gets worse every time.

How do you explain hopping back on that coo coo train?

Insanity. Period. One answer. Lets not complicate this.

Just one more got me no where before.

I just want to be cool. I don't want to be weak. I just want to forget whats being held over my head.
I want the freedom. I want to tease, excite, and leave.

The only way to fix this is to make it right not keep letting life pass me by trying to hide my other side.

Self sabotage. Its easier to admit defeat when when there is nothing left. I don't want that. I've got too much.

It's not okay. This is not acceptable.