The black overtakes iris, I scatter all writing across the room, digging for notes on the next chapter, and outside bluebirds sing while ants crawl on their wings, new babes suckle, while mama texts another, and inside-- a madhouse, an oven-- always on, always 425; no respite-- her skin invites like late night milk and she gleams sharpened front teeth, presents 30 poems-a-day of **** teenage poetry-- "love me, like you did in the beginning, love me free" and I stockpile the pages for my calendar-approved pyre-- 6 more days and I'll let this darkness bend to fire.