She lit a cigarette with good intentions Took one slow deep breathe in Holding onto the noxious relief for longer than reason Finding single mother half time Somewhere between 2 sons and a stack of bills
She put out her cigarette with exhaustion Gripping onto any possibility of a helping hand Her fingers a light house for the weary She is disaster relief Shelter for the homeless
She saved lives While taking her own With each smoldering breathe Her lungs held in my chest Smoke free for the first time
Some thoughts for my mother who gave so much life, yet, her only relief was smoking, which in turn took her life due to cancer.