my mind feels like it's cast out to sea on a line, bobbing back and forth over the waves, I resign myself to ride the tide, these churning crests do little to caress the stress inside anticipating the Bite, the moment to actually put up a Fight, I hold tight. My knuckles clenched, the smell of my own fear an overpowering stench, coupled with the realization that there's nothing I can do to wrench myself from this course, of looking over and over these pages that look more and more like Morse