You speak the language of despair. I can hear you calling out from the depths of hell. I know because I've been there. My dear, I understand all too well. Slowly killing yourself, but nobody cares. Truth of the matter is, they're just scared.
You're the manifestation of all their worst fears. A reflection of their darkest desires. Everything they try to repress: (drugs, rock n' roll, ***.) Dancing with the devil in fire. They close their eyes to it. No wonder they're so distressed.
But there's another class out there, and of them, I say, Beware! They don't understand but pretend to care. Their lives are such a bore that they'll drink from your sins. They'll tell you encouraging words as you struggle to swim. But you're nothing more than a jester to them. If you ever make it to the shore, they'll just push you back in.