Now this isn't quite a poem but it keeps me up at night just the same.

hes my best friend only in a way. I'm not sure if he thinks of, or even see's me but hes in my dream.
i'm under water with a sheet of what appears to be glass over me. As i'm screaming and crying and all but breathing I see him on the other side, trying to get to me. no use as it seems i'm not going to make it. As i look down for a solution i see him. He's the reason for this pain the reason i have trouble smiling like i used to or even speaking. He holds me back and i struggle... struggle...struggle... please please please please help me. Break the glass let me breath, its all your fault. Why cant you just leave me? Although the apairent death to  become he stays to try to help me but part of me is still  taken away with the other one and i can't take it anymore.  don't still love him it can't be, he destroyed me killed me. I'v found someone who will keep me for me so please stop this nonsense and just go away because, you are the reason i'm scared to go to sleep at night because i know you'll  there.