How can I look at myself in the mirror and still not like what I see? Am I just never meant to love me? Ghastedly I am ashamed Of everything I am a part of A monster I am But cannot destroy Can't destroy the pain of many Can't destroy the pain I feel Can't detox the poison of man Can't block everything with steel How can I look at myself in the mirror and still not like what I see? Why do I let the monster inside get to me?