Sometimes I get so depressed
it makes me want to pull my heart of my chest
I've been trying so hard to act normal like the rest
It's just so complicated it's making me a mess

I just want to curl up and cry
Sometimes I wish I could roll over and die
I never thought I would have to live behind a wall of lies

Is this the life I lead where I have to make myself bleed

Is this me?
Is this what has to be?
Was this life chosen for me?
Is this what has to be?

Do I have to forget the past
Just so I dont feel like an outcast
Do I have to look normal just so I can fit in your world

Break me, shake me, take me
But you can never change me
I choose who I want to be
Love me, hate me
It's time for me to be free

Im not here to impress or try and be the best
Im just being myself
Because theres nothing else

World you can not put me in a box, and make me something im not
So im done being depressed and comparing to the rest
Im just being myself because theres nothing else
I am me
This is who I choose to be