My body begs me for sleep
Its been days,
maybe weeks
I dont remember
I'm always shaking,
but I can't cry
cigarettes dont taste like smoke anymore, just ash
I just keep bleeding
I can't feel anything anymore
all I can do is bleed
It stopped hurting so long ago
picking my insides apart,
tearing up my veins
I keep reaching
searching for something,
or maybe someone
I keep falling,
tripping in the past,
where did you go?
I'm all alone
my arms just keep bleeding.