I'm in my deepest parts of my mind, For 20 years I have seen foot prints broken thoughts that die. Follow your dreams they say but if we were doing that what about the nightmares of the brain? See A thought just broke again.. Picking up the pieces in a day-dream I look for lust like a smokers offspring. I know it's bad for me to "smoke" but when I put it down the world stresses me out and I go back to the relaxation of coughing. If that makes sense I'm addicted to having a bad habit to love, And your heart gets broken all you want is to light up a good ol "lusting" Knowing that it's temporary so is *******, But I won't stop I need to love for I need loving! Rehab is the only choice I'm breaking thoughts if I'm not I'm "smoking". God .. Help.. Me..