everything's perfectly aligned on screen IM windows in the corner, my several pinned tabs: email, poetry, music, analytics stuff, and a book a girl told me about my desk is a disaster: a book about curing moods from one of my best friends tax papers, pay stubs, eye drops, spent soccer tickets, a can of anti-itch spray, plastic bbs, empty boxes, and paraphernalia the clock only keeps ticking and I wonder if the devil in me will come out in my dreams again tonight I hope I don't wake up on the floor again