as much as i loathe the familiarity of your frame i can't help but be mesmurized by your face the look of your lips and the shape they take as you wrestle the bottle to death
i confess it's something i dream of as the nightmares change their shapes
**** love. ("love".) **** whiskey on the rocks. **** stale smoke and heartache.
**** the fact that after eight years, you're still mooshed in the corners of my mind, like washing machine molested chewing gum, in the depths of my favorite denim pockets.
for you, and the unending hours we've spent whispering to each other not-so-secrets over the thrum of a neon juke-box.