Well, I'm still here still breathing still yearning I can't stand it anymore I want to scream want to run Idk where Idk when I just know I need to that I need someone in my life maybe he's here? maybe he's gone? well, I tried I keep trying I'm hard to see I'm invisible only when I'm good but will I want to be bad? just to be seen? Idk.... and it's back to this I can't always express myself freely though people fear me thinking that I'm terrible but what cause do I give for them to fear me? to hate me as they do? I know I hate myself because I'm not me..... no..... how can I be? i still don't know me I STILL DON'T KNOW ME!!!!!!!! *so who am i?