Feb 2015
It's like
New York was and is this big *** ******* hole
And As I entered I saw no light
.....and I still see no light
I physically see no light
But the light is in the galaxies
It's in my destiny
You see
It's hell to me physically right now
And it's hard
...but right now the light is a simple bliss
It's within
And if I flourish it
And believe in it
...than maybe
Just maybe will that light come to life
And maybe will my tomorrow be a bit brighter
...mmmhhh
New York was and is this big *** ******* hole
And As I entered I saw no light
.....and I still see no light
I physically see no light
But the light is in the galaxies
It's in my destiny
You see
It's hell to me physically right now
And it's hard
...but right now the light is a simple bliss
It's within
And if I flourish it
And believe in it
...than maybe
Just maybe will that light come to life
And maybe will my tomorrow be a bit brighter
...mmmhhh
Coming to New York was very hard...in Pennsylvania confidence was all I ever dreamed of...and was all I wasn't...I was so insecure, I hated myself...so I hid mentally...I hid away from ppl, pushed them away and all I saw was hate...I still see hate but I see something else also...I see hope...I really do...I see it in the back of my mind in the tiniest hole beneath all of my facade it's their I promise...
(Mars)
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