I keep trying to find a life on my own apart from you.

I am the king of excuses, I got one for every selfish thing I do.

What's going on inside of me, I despise my own behavior.

The disease it self runs threw my blood it's a cancer fatal to my soul.

Every damnation has been my own wealth, to bring your resurrection I live.

I wanna be in the light as you are in the light I wanna shine like the stars in the heavens oh lord be my light and my salvation cages all I want to be is in the light .