Awkward moment I face
Time hard to agree
I messed and it's a fact
Up and down I'm moving
To resolve it I must
Everybody is busy
Moving and heading somewhere
Perhaps I messed years ago
When my tongue slipped
And for once negative I uttered
Only to make the boys laugh
I was full in hope
I was fine
Everything was smooth
I hate recalling dark sides of life
Circumstances has forced me
This time my dry eyes
Are swollen in tears ...
Should I give in?
Should I press on?
.....
My friends show me pity
Which I hate
It is a taboo to lose a battle to me
I never lost before
I lack experience
I am inside darkness
I tried so hard to open my eyes
But still I haven't seen light
So I decided to close them
Perhaps I open them where there is light
.....
I am not going to die
I keep hope and love within me
One day it will be my testimony
That somewhat
Will transform somebody