I hate my god in front of me; or that's what I'll say when I rise above or sink below I loathe that very day. Father, father, why did you **** me in my sleep? I'd rather die violently, as I will, than fall to destiny like sheep. The gunpoint is a forgiving force compared to living forgotten, I'd like to live in sin; **** your regard. I know that I'm plain rotten. If I see you in heaven above, I'll kick you and I'll scream. Because my brothers and sisters below didn't agree to this ******* thing.