Sometimes, you have to be strong for yourself. You have to know and realize that you're not a bad person. You too deserve to be loved and put on the top list. Others need to fight for you as well. You're not the only one in there. You need to feel important as anyone else. If they don't fight for you, then all what you have to do is to move on and realize that what you gave them was more than what they were willing to give to you.