I use to be happy. I wanna be happY again. I still need someone to talk to; But that's my problem. I need people to make me happy. But then I get so attached and comfortable that my happiness is based on other people. Its like I've been alone so long that when I find someone that gives me attention, I get so attached to the point where I crave their attention. It's like I'm not happy unless I get it. I don't wanna be weird. I don't wann be clingy. I don't wanna depend on anyone for my happiness. I wish it would stop. I really do. But its not my fault. I may be able to stop it but it would be hard. Be if I can stop it, wouldn't it actually be my fault?