The only guy in this world which I hate the most. I just don't like him. He is the reason why my grades go down, why I have so many sleepless nights, why my pillow is wet because of tears, why my mood suddenly goes down just by the thought of him. He is also the reason why my grades go up, why I have so many beautiful dreams, why I hug my pillow always, why my mood suddenly goes up just by the thought of him. The facade of our relationship is really fragile, breakable. It's more like walking on a vulnerable line. The thought of seeing it break in front of my eyes is just so unthinkable. As you can see, I'm pretty crazy about him. *Even some thoughts are just making me crazier.