Today, I found out that you got a new boyfriend. It shouldn't surprise me, but i cried anyways.

I spent the last 6 years loving and even though you were in Korea for 3 years. You lead me on with false hope and left me for my dark twisted thoughts and scenarios that would never happen, except one, your new boyfriend.

The first time i met you we looked in each others eyes because you wanted to know what color mine were, all i saw in you eyes was a beautiful blue/gray storm. If I knew that this is how things would go I would stayed for away from you.

Your love is a very bad drug for me. When I am around you I feel on top of the world but the moment you leave everything falls apart, my mind, my heart, and my sanity.

It was so ******* clear to you that I loved you. I tried talking things out but you just ignored me. How foolish of me to think after 6 years, maybe just maybe I'd have a ******* chance with you.

The most awful part is i found out over Facebook.

I had this crazy thought that maybe one day we would be married, but i guess not.