All I ever wanted was a moment where tomorrow and yesterday didn't exist
I wasn't chasing my slippery hope and you didn't manifest scenarios
Prosperity was around the block
For a minute I saw the sky as it was For a minute I could breathe the air that was meant for you and me
What have we been hooked on?
Songs sound better when you hurt and I never want you to be capable of singing this song as well as me
Do you remember when I'd lay in bed for hours on end and you'd pretend to be dead with me and our bodies laid soullessly our thoughts connected our hearts in sync?
I didn't know those would be the constant memories I'd sob most over
And I'd remind myself, day in and day out, when I'd turn to my left feeling the cold dent on my lonely mattress
You said,"You did this to yourself." I did, you're right God, I was scared I was petrified
I left myself with only spite when I had the courage in the drawer of my nightstand and I chose to look the other way
Now, I am in an abusive relationship with my loud, stubborn ego It's time to stop grocery shopping