(The quote that seems to make it all okay in the mind of Kimmy)
the seconds till sun sets feels like a lifetime. I hear the whistle, but dont have that kick. I feel the pressure; but there's no release
my break time, has turned into lunchtime and my style has changed from super so cal cute to what the **** am i doing out here?
i seriously contimplate playing with death. i think to myself how id do it and what the aftermouth could be.
its as if my skin is crawling with uncomfortableness.
this city isnt for me. im not for me. i know who i am. what i enjoy. what is wrong and what is right.
but oftenly enough, my behavior has trashed all previous teachings once learned. I cant take myself seriously i cant take life seriously. I am in a relationship that is remaining consistant because its one less thing to add to my table platter of life.
sometimes i wish i could just walk away after being served, but it just doesnt work that w ay. I get that.