I wish

I could tear open my chest

and reveal my pain

for the world to see.



I wish

I could rip my soul to shreds

and put each piece in a bottle

for the ocean to carry away from me.



I wish

I could detonate an explosive

inside my head

to expel the screaming demons inside.



I wish

I could run from the light

and merge with the dark

so nobody can find me.



I wish

I could scream forever

until I explode

and free myself from this torment.



I wish

I could learn

how to see the sun again.