Sometimes they start slow with ominous, cadaverous clouds, slowly rolling, tumultuous. A few drops of rain, frigid and fresh, speaking in a pattering argot on my roof. Calm, soft rain. Rain that lulls me to sleep.
Sometimes they are fast and sweet. An ephemeral rush of raindrops, mellow cannonades of thunder, trees still verdant, green against gray.
Sometimes they are hot and volatile with lightning so bright it hurts my eyes, thunder that roars and permeates the quiet. The wind screams, rain batters my windows.
These are the nights I do not sleep. I sit, thrilled, listening to the primitive barrage, the aphotic chaos, remembering that this is how it feels to be alive.