Sitting in this chair, resolved of life and wills I watched alone my eye wander to the abyssal The depths of the ceiling and the sky beyond it
I sigh, and let my soul wander through that breath How far, how nigh, how short- the kick back The rush of reality is far from sudden than cautious
How I see the world as a person, no- merely an animal Baser instincts to carve out an existence of importance Grandiose dreams to shape out a memory for all
Just to get it right, to taste and grab... to grip tightly This experience, this lesson hardly forgotten by the body It's only one in countless eons- I am only one in countless eons
But you all- you are my many in precious seconds I yearn never to let go, to separate to grow in every whim Thinking out loud only satiates little of my life owned by you all...
And for all, I am thankful. Harm for hate, difference for pain But also joy for pleasure and trust for security, I owe it all to you You lead, I follow; I provide, you take. I fall, you continue as before
I'll recollect in memory in the hearts and minds of those who know and remember my actions; past, present, and future. None perfect, but good and bad enough to mark my animalistic nature forever to your soul.
I am the nature of the beast. Trickery, manipulation, deceit, and wits.