My head rings painfully,
as my lips purse in hesitation.

Then they form a grimace,
a grimace full of pain.

My regrets are suffocating me,
I'm drowning in my darkness.

I want to ask you so many questions,
to tell you so many **** things.

It's so ******* loud in my head,
with words I silently scream.

Can you hear me?
My screams?

My agony?
My emotions?

I scream at you.
I talk to you.

Yet you obliviously walk around.
Not noticing anything.

I can't keep this up.
I'm going to eventually speak
these loud and passionate
words, one day.