Feb 2015
Just so you know, this is really long.... like reallllyyy long :)
Found this while going through some old word docs on my computer. I took my HP Words Used in order and made them into a poem....
Just like day
life will know
that time will
make eyes
at a heart
Love will depart
night has left
Gone away
You want to
face a world
inside words
I think
in the end
head is sorry
to say
the hand really
tried little
to look pretty
beneath a soul
Body is not right
skin is brittle
breath is long
thought is lost
in a cold way
touch will lay
in the light home
lips cause pain
he's callous
in his hold
Try to be open
perfect is gone
I wanted, hated trying
to still feet at the bed
Sure, you asked
with a smile and hope
going beyond
all things death
dark voice
tears live inside
a red place
darkness makes things
small
sitting doesn't
mean walk
My wish is just waiting
for a kiss to hide
easy dreams feel
it’s been years
since my friend
became my man
I got tired of lying
You came to the floor
rain was happy to sit
but it took to the ground
and hell has hands that
held sleep longer
than it took to fall
a song, perchance?
We pretend to dance
for hours before the door
will be ready to close
The start of the old sun days
standing gentle, saw hurt
today, in the mirrored glass
she's ready to tell
the blood moon
mind the lie
thinking on a broken sigh
Even if the door
looked broken
it wasn't
I won't waste minutes
to stand outside
I matter enough
to leave
on a high
looking free
Beyond a black moment
set in stone
is the dream from long ago
indeed, all it will need
is a girl to slowly remember
the past
Leaves that are dead
are hard to beat
I knew, I felt
at the table
I was naked
but with a good morning
talk was easy to stay
I rest on yesterday
and wonder turned
and makes me question
If goodbye takes reason
I hear it does
Soft hate in arms
that blind the eye
drink from the earth
for fear comes
to make me forget
I sleep beneath a sky
deep in coming memories
the word of the new
silky hair and sharp fingers
don’t care to fly in the breeze
far from being beautiful
it sat boringly
saying ok
bring me to the baby
as tiny antidotes
goes to play
white in the snow,
Wrong is a thing of beauty
that would not ask for wings
Don’t miss the woman
tomorrow where a line
is crossed and being afraid
half I died when dirt
skidded beneath the car
understand the bare turn
are just thoughts and guess
best is the taste
of a single truth
Die for your god
the fact can be
different
It sits I believe
and is best seen
on a more secular path
Sweet entreaties stop
your simple time in space
caught softly as you walked
I whisper to your integrity
in the middle I remain
demons cut oh
It’s worth leaving
without an answer
Gently emotion
rounds the corner
step into my headspace
it knows , It’s tried
sad that it died so young
Street hugs the silence
silently lies are whispered
Never a mistake
been left so hungry
10w fight against the walls
I gave eyes to watch
No question, no touch
Warm people are real
sound and emotions
are holding friends true
begin where the door closed
an angel on the phone
choice is not in the looks
rainbow glitter is spent
on children at the edge
of a gaze, their scream
is big, asking to sing
angry at snow sheets
bent listening for escape
You've wondered
you couldn't tell
we've all been listening
you'll spend seconds
maybe hot
wanting forever
to run from Hell
Room for better hearts
pure agony
for those that fell
Able fingertips glow
heartbeats listen
and actually loved
piece of blue mystery*
Precious lullaby of Love
yes we cry bleeding
into an ocean of wind
I was told you stopped
to stare
watching all laid bare
while outside roses
ancient but never picked
found sin
in a riot of colour
You noticed, janet
what's her name
was a 10
Lies sense used words
that break bone
make you wait
staring accusingly
but continue needs
are watched next to the river
breakfast was bad
Times lets us all think
everything is fine
stars burn, decided reality
is warmth with a mate
pick one from the universe
Memory sits beneath a tree
second to understanding
mist curls in breeze
bright and tight
the image in the mirror
walks with eyes closed
and watches with ears instead
Crack is bound to break
a road
captured and cracked
My dear
I claim
I waited
seven miles away
Your date with gabriel
was met with silent curse
Tonight was fun
I mouth in anger
Kisses from the pocket
breathe laughter
I just feed apart
from the burning lonely cry
I heard form short
of being born
strong lives taken
shed simply
dropped to knees
trapped in lot
of empty heat
Early I ran
in a body that holds scars
point at my pants
dry pockets frown
Quietly over coffee
summer fed a knife
with a grace
that never cared
if sisters weep
19/12/2013
Found this while going through some old word docs on my computer. I took my HP Words Used in order and made them into a poem....
Just like day
life will know
that time will
make eyes
at a heart
Love will depart
night has left
Gone away
You want to
face a world
inside words
I think
in the end
head is sorry
to say
the hand really
tried little
to look pretty
beneath a soul
Body is not right
skin is brittle
breath is long
thought is lost
in a cold way
touch will lay
in the light home
lips cause pain
he's callous
in his hold
Try to be open
perfect is gone
I wanted, hated trying
to still feet at the bed
Sure, you asked
with a smile and hope
going beyond
all things death
dark voice
tears live inside
a red place
darkness makes things
small
sitting doesn't
mean walk
My wish is just waiting
for a kiss to hide
easy dreams feel
it’s been years
since my friend
became my man
I got tired of lying
You came to the floor
rain was happy to sit
but it took to the ground
and hell has hands that
held sleep longer
than it took to fall
a song, perchance?
We pretend to dance
for hours before the door
will be ready to close
The start of the old sun days
standing gentle, saw hurt
today, in the mirrored glass
she's ready to tell
the blood moon
mind the lie
thinking on a broken sigh
Even if the door
looked broken
it wasn't
I won't waste minutes
to stand outside
I matter enough
to leave
on a high
looking free
Beyond a black moment
set in stone
is the dream from long ago
indeed, all it will need
is a girl to slowly remember
the past
Leaves that are dead
are hard to beat
I knew, I felt
at the table
I was naked
but with a good morning
talk was easy to stay
I rest on yesterday
and wonder turned
and makes me question
If goodbye takes reason
I hear it does
Soft hate in arms
that blind the eye
drink from the earth
for fear comes
to make me forget
I sleep beneath a sky
deep in coming memories
the word of the new
silky hair and sharp fingers
don’t care to fly in the breeze
far from being beautiful
it sat boringly
saying ok
bring me to the baby
as tiny antidotes
goes to play
white in the snow,
Wrong is a thing of beauty
that would not ask for wings
Don’t miss the woman
tomorrow where a line
is crossed and being afraid
half I died when dirt
skidded beneath the car
understand the bare turn
are just thoughts and guess
best is the taste
of a single truth
Die for your god
the fact can be
different
It sits I believe
and is best seen
on a more secular path
Sweet entreaties stop
your simple time in space
caught softly as you walked
I whisper to your integrity
in the middle I remain
demons cut oh
It’s worth leaving
without an answer
Gently emotion
rounds the corner
step into my headspace
it knows , It’s tried
sad that it died so young
Street hugs the silence
silently lies are whispered
Never a mistake
been left so hungry
10w fight against the walls
I gave eyes to watch
No question, no touch
Warm people are real
sound and emotions
are holding friends true
begin where the door closed
an angel on the phone
choice is not in the looks
rainbow glitter is spent
on children at the edge
of a gaze, their scream
is big, asking to sing
angry at snow sheets
bent listening for escape
You've wondered
you couldn't tell
we've all been listening
you'll spend seconds
maybe hot
wanting forever
to run from Hell
Room for better hearts
pure agony
for those that fell
Able fingertips glow
heartbeats listen
and actually loved
piece of blue mystery*
Precious lullaby of Love
yes we cry bleeding
into an ocean of wind
I was told you stopped
to stare
watching all laid bare
while outside roses
ancient but never picked
found sin
in a riot of colour
You noticed, janet
what's her name
was a 10
Lies sense used words
that break bone
make you wait
staring accusingly
but continue needs
are watched next to the river
breakfast was bad
Times lets us all think
everything is fine
stars burn, decided reality
is warmth with a mate
pick one from the universe
Memory sits beneath a tree
second to understanding
mist curls in breeze
bright and tight
the image in the mirror
walks with eyes closed
and watches with ears instead
Crack is bound to break
a road
captured and cracked
My dear
I claim
I waited
seven miles away
Your date with gabriel
was met with silent curse
Tonight was fun
I mouth in anger
Kisses from the pocket
breathe laughter
I just feed apart
from the burning lonely cry
I heard form short
of being born
strong lives taken
shed simply
dropped to knees
trapped in lot
of empty heat
Early I ran
in a body that holds scars
point at my pants
dry pockets frown
Quietly over coffee
summer fed a knife
with a grace
that never cared
if sisters weep
19/12/2013
Words used are in actual order as found in my list of words used... at the time I wrote this :)
