how'd I **** this one up I miss you so much I can't feel you anymore your presence lost sparkle gone so ashamed pretend I'm something that I'm not does it make it easier to shut me out? I'll delete you from my life ******* I don't want you back some friend huh? can't side with the misfit? nah, you're too smart too perfect I'll keep being me stop visiting my dreams this feels like doom? yeah, cause it never was you