I found some jeans in my closet They are from last year I got really excited I decided to try them on They didn't fit over my thighs It really made me cry I know I have gained weight These jeans are just another reason why I am going to give starving another try. I will fit into those jeans Even if I die trying. They hang in my closet with a smile Just mocking me as I stuff my face with food. They are killing me. I'm killing me. Food is not worth it.