I was so sad
I was so
*******
sad

and all I needed was you there
well you were there

but not really

you say you forgive me
but how am i supposed to forgive you

I feel like little people in my heart
are cutting it apart
tying ropes to my heart strings and pulling as a team

because I was so ******* sad
I just needed you there
I couldn't get out of bed
and you got frusterated
blamed my ******* meds
called my mom

when I JUST NEEDED YOU
I JUST ******* NEEDED YOU
AND NOW YOU'RE THERE
FOR EVERYONE ELSE
AND YOURSELF

and not for me
not for me

why couldn't you have been there for me

I was so sad for so long

and now you're alive


and I am dead