I know that past me is jealous of current me
Because I have you and I'm so happy
Past me craved you
She craved you so much that she carved herself
Past me lost you and lost you over and over
Until past me lost herself
Past me was weak after being caught up in your gravity
She couldn't get out of bed most days
Past me listened to mother tell her she was going crazy
Until she finally did go insane
Past me was so sad
Not in a beautiful, tragic way
She was just sad

But now I'm starting to realize that I'm getting caught up in your gravity and craving for you is driving me crazy and past me may slowly be turning into future me