I had a dream we were stuck in the desert A beautiful oasis forming at the basis of our feet When a group of soldiers came right out of the mirage Shot you down And left me to die Right by your side Then I realized that I would join you there soon
Either under the eyes of the Saharan Sun Or by the gift given from the trigger of my gun I had to make a choice, one I could no longer live with I'm tired of staring down This barrel Waiting for The bullet to make its move
You came to me like an astronaut Unafraid while others ran away From my ship hidden among All the forgotten and unwanted You talked to me like you understood me Like you knew me or saw right through me You made me feel like I could be apart of What I always wanted You made me feel like a human being
It felt so real when I had to close your eyes Couldn't keep pretending that you were still alive With shaky hands, I pointed the barrel at my mind And just sat there Thinking twice All about taking my life Just sat there Unable to move Pulled real hard Only to Wake up in my own bed It still felt like you were dead