I understand that your past prevents you from letting me in, but it's so hard for me to try to find a crack in the walls you have built up. I'm constantly searching, every minute of my every waking hour is spent trying to earn your trust, trying to show you how you mean the world to me. No, you're more than the world to me. You're my entire universe, so full of wonder and beauty. Filled with constellations and wormholes, you're more than mankind can comprehend. I need to be that astronaut that makes the giant leap. I need you to let me in, I'm sick of floating free in the dark void of space. I need you to amaze me with all of your secrets, show me all of the unexplored regions that are hidden deep inside your farthest galaxies.