A blast from the past that's come back with a vengeance. It's a hurricane that's destroying everything in it's path till it gets to me. I can't face this again. It hurts too much. It's killing me at a faster rate now than it has been over the last 4 years. As opposed to chipping away at me slowly like it has been. It's ripping huge chunks of flesh from my body and devouring them like a starved child in a third world country. I can't do this anymore. I have to put an end to it once and for all...