I stepped outside for a breath of fresh air. Lit the cigarette, and just stood there. The snow was falling, the wind was blowing. Off in the distance the sound of a train. Just another morning in plain old Fort Wayne.
But the bitter bit back and took my breath away. And something came over me in my nicotine haze. I felt so real, yet so far away. Like I was in another world, some other place.
Then my breath came back bringing me back with it. A little disappointed, but slightly uplifted. Close my eyes and feel the wind and wait for it to take my breath again.