I keep on wondering, What am I doing with my life? I want to pound my head against a wall, If I don't stop I am going to fall, I can't think of anything else all day, I keep saying i'll be done with this after today, Nobody understands what I am going through, Nobody has a clue, It's so hard, Keeping it all in, "Are you okay?" No reply, I just grin, They have no idea how hard it is trying to be like them, Like society, THIN.