Sometimes I wonder
If I'm heard

God help me
God save me please
Is anyone listening?

Maybe you could save me
From the dark thoughts
In my mind

They plague me
Stain me
Crimson

Do they hate me
What did I do wrong
Why am I ignored

I just want to hear
The sound
Of your voice

Which is stupid
Because I don't see you
In my dreams anymore

Got what you came for
And left?
God what did I do

What did I do to deserve this
These thoughts that consume
That fester in my mind

Do you hate me?
-Of course-

Am I annoying you?
-absolutely-

Are you... ignoring me?
-duh-

A temporary fix I suppose
Something to stop
The tears

God save me
God save my soul
Save it from the damnation I brought upon it

By selling it to those who didn't deserve it
Save me
Anyone