Fictional people want to be equaled
Practice there happiness but I know what I'm in need of.
Do I gain the world and lose my soul?
Do I let let them in on a heaven note?
Angels sing and horns they blow
I'm to far out God bring me close!!
I'm fear God like wouldn't know still I have days where it dosent look like though..
All my silver and platnuim and Gold my idols my thoughts my actions I throw down if I can step back in to reality.
Step back in where you need me to be
I'm so alone when it comes to me.

He say he want to be my fictional boyfriend,
The other makes me feel like I'm poison
No joke but I'm steadily Joking
I tried I tried to tell him
I lied I lied and said it
This is soon to ended I should just walk away and forget it forget it there i go again!

Fiction words to get a pic
Real words I think your dead ...
I like your smile now ******* kiss
I don't think I'll be here again..
Cause miss love not happiness
When you get mad then don't talk to him I think it's for the best.
But I won't leave without you been giving a chance to come to reality..

I just wanna run to a place where I'm back where reality sets in.