sleep it off, we're broken people and I keep breaking people, don't I, it was not your fault but mine, and it was your heart on the line, I really ****** it up this time didn't I my dear? I keep ******* myself up, but I know I can't keep entertaining shattered dreams and the idea of shattering them the age of romanticizing pain is over, no one wants someone who is tragically broken everyone wants everyone else to be whole so they can help themselves be whole so all I can do is stop feeling sorry for myself it's time for me to glue my **** back together and move on with my life so eventually I can help other people glue their **** back together too I can't care about you until I am whole and glued my cup runneth over but only once it's full, and it's about time to collect my own **** rainwater.