As my tears began to fall, I think of why i have to bawl, I want to puke, But i have to learn i am what i am, I cant help that i'm this way, People may not believe me, But i don't know if it is yet true, But i guess it shouldn't take the best of me anyway, Even though i let it, It still hurts to know i may have it, I don't want anyone to know, Even if it starts show, Even though some of my friends know, I don't want to be treated different. I don't want to be treated different. I don't want to be treated different.